This child is the knower that I told you about. I see that he is to be a guide of all humanity. His secrets are going to reach every sincere and pious person. The heavenly knowledge that God is going to shower upon him will reach every house in Central Asia. God’s name shall be engraved (Naqsh) on his heart. And the Order will take its name from this engraving.

When Shaykh Muhammad Baba as-Samasi died, my grandfather took me to Bukhara and I married there. I lived in Qasr al-Arifan, which was God’s special care to me because I was near Sayyid Amir Kulal. I stayed in his service and he told me that Shaykh Muhammad Baba as-Samasi had told him a long time ago that he would not be happy with him if was not to take good care of me.

One day, I was sitting with a friend in seclusion when the heavens opened and a grand vision came to me, and I heard a voice saying, “Is it not enough for you to leave everyone and to come to Our Presence Alone?” This voice reduced me to a state of trembling, causing me to run away from that house. I ran to a river. I threw myself in it. I washed my clothes and prayed two rakats in a way that I had never prayed before, feeling as if I was praying in the Divine Presence. Everything was opened to my heart in a state of unveiling. The entire universe disappeared and I was not aware of anything other than praying in His Presence.

At the beginning of my state of attraction, I had been asked, “Why are you going to enter on this Path?”

I answered, “In order that whatever I say and whatever I want will happen.”

I was answered, “That will not be. Whatever We say and whatever We want is what will happen.”

I said, “I cannot do that. I must be permitted to say and to do whatever I like, or I do not want this Way.”

Then I received the answer, “No, it is whatever We want to be said and whatever We want to be done that must be said and done.”

I said again, “Whatever I say and whatever I do is what must be.”

Then I was left alone for fifteen days, until I was overwhelmed with a tremendous depression.

Finally I heard a voice, “O Bahauddin, whatever you want, We will grant.” I was overjoyed.

I said, “I want to be given a Path that will lead anyone who travels on it straight to the Divine Presence.”

I experienced a great vision and heard a voice saying, “You are granted what you have asked.

Once I was in a state of Divine attraction and in a state of absent-mindedness, moving from here to there, not aware of what I was doing. My feet were torn and bleeding from thorns when darkness fell. I felt myself attracted to the house of my shaykh, Sayyid Amir Kulal. It was a pitch black night with no moon or stars showing. The air was very cold and I had nothing on but an old leather cloak. When I arrived at his house, I found him sitting with his followers. When he saw me he told them, “Take him out; I do not want him in my house.”

They put me out, and I felt that my ego was trying to overcome me and that it was taking over my heart and my feelings, trying to poison my trust in my shaykh. At that point, God’s Divine Care and His Mercy were my only support in carrying this humiliation in the cause of God and the cause of my shaykh. I said to my ego, “I will not allow you to poison my trust in my shaykh.”

I felt so tired and so depressed that I put the state of humbleness at the door of pride, placed my head on the threshold of the door of my teacher, and took an oath that I would not remove it until he accepted me again. The snow was beginning to fall and the frigid air penetrated my bones causing me to tremble in the dark night. There was not even the warmth of the moon to comfort me. I remained in that state until I nearly froze. But the love that was inside my heart, the love for the Divine and the love for the door of the Divine, my shaykh, kept me warm.

Dawn came and my shaykh stepped out of his door without seeing me physically. He put his foot on my head, which was still on his threshold. On sensing my head, he immediately withdrew his foot, took me inside his house and said to me, “O my son you have been adorned with the dress of happiness. You have been adorned with the dress of Divine Love. You have been adorned with a dress with which neither my shaykh nor myself has been adorned. God is happy with you. The Prophet ﷺ is happy with you. All the shaykhs of the Golden Chain are happy with you.”

Then, with great care and delicacy, he pulled the thorns from my feet and washed my wounds. At the same time he poured into my heart such knowledge that I had never experienced before. This opened for me a vision in which I saw myself entering into the secret of “Muhammadun Rasul Allah” I saw myself entering into the secret of the verse that is the Reality of Muhammad ﷺ. This led me to enter the secret of “La ilaha il-Allah” which is the secret of the Uniqueness of God. This then led me to enter the secrets of God’s Names and Attributes that are expressed by the secret of Oneness of God. Those states cannot be put into words, but can only be known through taste that is experienced in the heart.

In the beginning of my travel on the Way, I wandered at night from one place to another in the suburbs of Bukhara. I visited cemeteries by myself in the darkness of the night, especially in the wintertime, to learn a lesson from the dead. One night I was led to visit the grave of Shaykh Ahmad al-Kashghari and to recite Surah al-Fatiha for him. When I arrived, I found two men, whom I had never met before, waiting for me with a horse. They put me on the horse and they tied two swords on my belt. They directed the horse to the grave of Shaykh Mazdakhin.

When we arrived, we all dismounted and entered the tomb and mosque of the shaykh. I sat facing the qiblah, meditating and connecting my heart to the heart of that shaykh. During this meditation, a vision was opened to me and I saw the wall facing qiblah come tumbling down. A huge throne appeared. A gigantic man, whom no words can describe, was sitting on that throne. I felt that I knew him. Wherever I turned my face in this universe I saw that man. Around him was a large crowd in which were my shaykhs, Shaykh Muhammad Baba as-Samasi and Sayyid Amir Kulal. I felt afraid of the gigantic man while at the same time I felt love for him. I had fear of his exalted presence and love for his beauty and attraction. I said to myself, “Who is that great man?”

I heard a voice among the people in the crowd saying, “This great man who nurtured you on your spiritual path is your shaykh. He looked at your soul when it was still an atom in the Divine Presence. You have been under his training. He is Shaykh Abdul Khaliq al-Ghujdawani, and the crowd you see are the caliphs who carry his great secret, the secret of the Golden Chain.”

Then the shaykh began to point to each shaykh and say, “This is Shaykh Ahmad. This is Kabir al-Awliya. This is Arif Riwakri. This is Shaykh Ali Ramitani. This is your shaykh, Muhammad Baba as- Samasi, who in his life gave you his cloak. Do you know him?” I said, “Yes.”

Then he said to me, “That cloak which he gave you such a long time ago is still in your house, and with its blessing God has removed from your life many afflictions.” Then another voice came and said, “The shaykh who is on the throne is going to teach you something you need while traveling on this way.” I asked if they would allow me to shake hands with him. They allowed this and took the veil away and I took his hand. Then he began to tell me about wayfaring, its beginning, middle and end. He said, “You have to adjust the wick of your self in order that the light of the unseen can be strengthened in you and its secrets can be seen. You have to show constancy, and you have to be firm in the Divine Law of the Prophet ﷺ in all your states. You have to enjoin the right and forbid the wrong (3:110, 114) and keep to the highest standard of the Divine Law.”

He continued, “You have to leave the dispensations of ease, throw away innovation in all its forms, and make your qiblah the Prophet’s ﷺ Traditions. You have to investigate his life and the life of his Companions. Urge people to follow and to read the Quran both day and night, and to perform the prescribed prayers with all their supererogatory worship. Do not ignore even the smallest thing from what the Prophet ﷺ has shown us of deeds and good works.”

The perfected one must give the permission for the dhikr, in order to influence the one who is using it, just as the arrow from a master of archery is better than the arrow thrown from the bow of an ordinary person.

He [Amir Kulal] pointed to his noble chest and said: I have emptied the breasts of gnosis (irfan) for you so that the bird of your spirituality was delivered from the egg of humanity. But, the falcon of your aspiration (himma) is flying high. Therefore I give you now the permission to wander around in the land, and if the smell of gnosis reaches your nose from a Turk or a Tajik, seek it from him.

He ordered me to help the needy, and to serve the weak, and to motivate the heart of the broken-hearted. He ordered me to keep humbleness and humility and tolerance. I kept his orders and I spent many days of my life in that manner. Then he ordered me to take care of animals, to cure their sicknesses, to clean their wounds, and to assist them in finding their provision. I kept on that way until I reached the state that, when I saw an animal in the street, I would stop and make way for it.

When the shaykh was buried in his grave, a window to Paradise was opened for him, making his grave a Paradise from Heaven. Two beautiful spiritual beings entered his presence and greeted him and said, ‘From the time that God created us until now, we have waited for this moment to serve you.’ He replied, ‘I do not look to anything other than Him. I do not need you, but I need my Lord.’

1. Wilayat (sainthood) is a Divine blessing, and the saint should be aware of it so that he could express thanks to the Almighty.

2. The saint is secure due to Divine Providence. He is protected from all calamities. Miracles or supernatural power are not trustworthy.

3. The main thing is to be steadfast on one’s talks and acts. The travellers of mystic path are conferred sainthood by obeying Divine commands and injunctions. There are three kinds of Sufi saints: A follower (muqallid), accomplished (kamil) and perfect infinite. The disciple should surrender himself to the will of his spiritual Guide (Pir). This is resignation (tasleem).

4. The spiritual Guide is like an experienced physician. He applies medicine according to the need of his disciple. Interference of the disciple, in this respect, would be harmful. Our method of education is in accordance with the Sunna and the practice of the companions of the Holy Prophet ﷺ. Only His grace made us enter the gate. We have seen His gracefulness in this regard from the beginning to the end.

5. Some asked Khwaja whether his sainthood is inherited or acquired? He said: “It is spiritual perception and emotion from the Divine attractions by the virtue which I succeeded.” Someone asked: “Do you engross in loud dhikr, mystic music (sama) and retreat?” He said: “Our method is ‘solitude in the crowd”, (Khalwat dar anjuman) which means to remain busy in His adoration while living in society; to be busy in His invocation outwardly and inwardly; to be aware of our inmost heart and unaware of the entire phenomenal world. No mode of life is better that this in the world.

6. Our method is suhbat (companionship) of the spiritual Guide (Shaikh) and renown lies in solitude which entails woe and anguish.

7. In La ilaha, ilaha means denial of self and illallah (there is no deity but Allah) means annihilation in His Essence. And by Muhammad-ar-Rasul-ullah (Muhammad ﷺ is the Messenger of Allah) means adherence to sunna and wont of the Prophet ﷺ. The object of dhikr (remembrance) is to have access to the reality of kalima Tawhid i,e., to negate all “otherness” except God. He also said it is easy to understand sirr-e-tawhid (secret of Oneness) but it is difficult to attain secret of His gnosis (marifat).

8. One should get instruction of dhikr or recitations from an accomplished mentor (pir) so that its result is sighted. Its purpose is to get at the reality of Tawhid. There are three things which cause Gnostics to tread the Sufi Path.: Reflection and meditation (muraqaba), self-accounting (muhasbah) and contemplation (mushabada). Muraqaba means forgetting the self to concentrate on the Creator. Muhasaba means critique the self every moment i,e., to see time is spent in His presence or absence. Mushahada means contemplation (beholding) of Divine Beauty with esoteric eyes. In the state of contraction (qabz) we behold attributes of the Majesty and in state of expansion (bast) we behold attributes of Divine Beauty.

9. In His worship, we need the body and in servitude (ubudiyyat), the body must be alleviated. No act will yield any result as long as egotism (selfhood) persists.

10. He who trusts in God, should not consider himself reliant (mutawakkil) and should conceal his reliance in occupation. We in the spiritual path chose abasement (zillat) but Allah Most High, by His providence conferred honour to us.

11. In the beginning we made ourselves ‘Desired’ (matlub) and others Desirers (lalib). But we have deserted this practice. The real mentor (murshid) is Allah Himself. And he who is the true seeker of Him, is sent to us by Him, and he gets what is apportioned to him.

12. Phenomenon (majaz) is a bridge to the Real. It entails all kinds of worship, whether external or internal, of acts or speech, are unreal (majaz) or metaphorical. The wayfarer cannot achieves the Reality (haqiqat) unless he transcends all of them.

13. Someone asked: “What is meant by sair-o-suluk?” He replied “it is the exhaustive knowledge of God (marifat)”. He again asked: “What is that?” He replied “To transmit (spiritual wealth) fully from what has been attained from the mukhbir-e-sadiq (Bringer of true intelligence; a title of the Holy Prophet ﷺ) in short”

14. Ardency of love essentially requires that the lover persistently remains in the quest of the beloved. The dearer is the beloved, the more woe, anguish, and afflictions will be experienced on the way to Him. On the mystic path, excellent conduct of the aspirant is that he should remain restive and uneasy in His quest.

15. Someone asked: “What is meant by ‘when Faqr is complete, it is God’?” He said it means that the being of man is annihilated and subsistence is attained in the Absolute Being, or it is passing away of individual self in Universal Being. It is a death of selfhood.

16. The kernel (grain or seed) is protected by husk (the outer shell of a seed). If the husk is disturbed, the kernel is also disturbed. Shariah is the husk, and the mystic way (tariqat) is the kernel. If a defect occurs in the observance of Shariah, the mystic path is also blurred.

17. Someone asked: “Is it generally held that wilayat (saintship) is superior to prophethood (nabuwwat)?” Khawaja replied: “No! Only wilayat of a prophet is superior to his prophethood.”

18. A person asked how it would be possible to attain conscious awareness in prayers? He replied: “That morsel, which is lawful and is eaten with the presence of mind and attention creates Divine awareness. Besides prayers, ablution and the first Takbir (Allah-u-Akbar) should also be performed with full conscious awareness.”

19. The Sheikh must be well aware of the past, present, and future of his disciple (mureed) so that he could teach him properly. He affirmed that Sufism is entirely discipline or code of conduct. One etiquette is for God Glorified is He, second for the Prophet ﷺ, and the third for the spiritual Guide (Pir). It is incumbent on the wayfarers of mystic path to be respectful to their spiritual Guides in their presence as well as in their absence. He who has realized His divinity, nothing remains hidden from their eyes. We have become mirrors for a period of forty years; our mirrors have never made mistakes i.e. whatever the auliya Allah see, they see through their intuitive intelligence which God bestows upon them.

20. During my mystical journey, once an inner state like that of Mansur Hallaj appeared in my being. It was likely I might utter the same words “I am the Truth”, from my mouth which had come out of his mouth. There was gallows in Bukhara. I went twice toward it thinking that my head too deserved the same treatment i,e., crucifixion. But by the Divine Providence I crossed this station

21. It is related that Khwaja had no male or female slaves. Someone asked about this. He said in servanthood, there should be no masterhood (Khawjgee).

22. Someone asked: “Where does your Sufi order arrive? “He said: “Through the Sufi order (silsila) no one can arrive anywhere.”

23. Once I saw a chameleon (girgat) who was gazing upon the sun with a fixed look engrossed in the vision of its beauty. Seeing it, I too felt divine attraction in my heart and thought I should request the chameleon to intercede in His Court for me. Standing humbly, I raised my hand in supplication. The chameleon, abandoning his absorption laid on the ground facing heaven as if he was praying for me. For a long while I continued saying Aamin.

24. The mirror of each Sheikh (spiritualist) amongst the Mashaikh has two directions and my mirror has six. The mirror refers to the heart of the gnostic (arif).

25. It is not the law of this game (travelling mystic path) that whoever runs a race shall win. But only he wins who runs the race.

26. Divine mysteries are revealed to the auliya Allah, but such mysteries are not disclosed without permission. It is said that, he who has something, conceals it and he who has nothing, publicises it.

27. I asked one of the top most spiritualists “What is Dervishhood?” He replied: “Degredation and Hardship.”

28. Some people asked Khwaja about miracles (karamat). He said: “Our karamat is evidence that we can walk on the earth despite being overloaded by sins.”

29. Reality in the true sense is attainable after annihilation (fana). As long as creature hood (Bashariat) overwhelms, it cannot be achieved.